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Aug 26, 2013, 05:41 PM
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TRIGGER WARNING.
 I'M IN A CONSTANT STATE OF GETTING CUT SO WHY CAN'T I FEEL ANYTHING THIS IS A VIOLATION. those are lyrics but they're so accurate it's right now an endless night all i want to do is slice my skin open and i have to make myself hurt or feel sad i feel like im not real i have a pencil sharpener. i can get the blade out but i got it out before and i put it back in because it wasnt that sharp but i have to see myself bleed and i wish i had the razor blades that i put it the bin my scars are leaving me but when theyre gone my skin still wont be clean i have to cut
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"i wash it down, just to block out all the sound. i never thought i'd be alone, well look at me now. sleepless nights, painful goodbyes. who the hell was i kidding? the room starts to spin, all alone and bleeding once again. can you help me make this end? there must be something to take the pain away and so there's nothing you can give me. it's probably better off that way. just forget, all i ever wanted was to forget. bloodshot eyes and a starless sky. who the hell are we kidding? you look so content, i guess the bright side hasn't found me yet. pull me out so i can catch my breath. i live my life in the shadows of the things i try to hide." -scary kids scaring kids, the only medicine |
 pandarama123456789, Samanthagreene
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Aug 26, 2013, 09:25 PM
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Please don't hurt yourself. I'm here to support you, as are the others in this forum. Try to distract yourself, or post constant updates, or anything else.
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I hope you have a really great day. 
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Aug 26, 2013, 09:42 PM
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Im sorry you feel this way
 I have been where you are.Can you inform someone to help keep you safe for a few hours? This urge might feel really strong now but it will pass, can you distract yourself or sleep? |
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