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Sep 08, 2013, 03:48 PM
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I want to take a bat and beat myself every where. I want to take straight razor and slash myself up and down. I hate me. I hate what I feel and think. I am ungrateful and do not deserve to take up space. OMG I am having such a melt down.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. Last edited by notz; Sep 08, 2013 at 05:07 PM. Reason: added trigger icon |
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Sep 08, 2013, 04:07 PM
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 It's okay to feel that urge, so long as you don't act on it. I'm sorry to hear about your current self loathing, but doing those things will only intensify those feelings in the long run. Please be safe.
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A majorly depressed, anxious and dependent, schizotypal hypomanic beautiful mess ...[just a rebel to the world with no place to go...  ]
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Sep 08, 2013, 04:52 PM
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When you get yourself in that downward spiral of self hatred its easy to convince yourself you deserve the self destructing behavior. It may take every ounce of your willpower but try to distract yourself with safe activities such as journaling, go for a walk,etc until those strong urges pass or at least die down. Wishing you well.
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