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Old Oct 07, 2006, 06:36 PM
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I don't feel like stopping it anymore.

I want to do it again. But still I don't know ... I can't.

Crud, I need it. I'm too stressed to deal without it.

I scratched yesterday, nothing to leave a scar (in any way) but I wasn't looking for the pain. It was my unconcious anxiety driven response again. Christina gets anxious, and I scratch.

Spent 10 or so minutes with my hands under hot water. Needing to come clean, stop my brain from getting after me about cutting.

I want to. I want to. I'm stupid.

I don't feel like it I don't feel like it I don't feel like it
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Old Oct 08, 2006, 01:01 AM
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your strong.. don't punish urself for keeping up the fight.. we support you here.
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Old Oct 08, 2006, 01:14 PM
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You aren't stupid at all! Hope you feel better soon.

((((Canders))))
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Old Oct 08, 2006, 01:54 PM
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((((((((((canders7))))))))))))....i understand where ur coming from, it's so hard fighting it sometimes, but we've got to stay strong and resist...keep fighting it, u can do it ur too good to hurt urself.
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Old Oct 08, 2006, 10:55 PM
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oh dear, I forgot about this post of mine.

thanks ((((((((((all)))))))))) so much for your support. Haven't done anything I'll regret yet, so thats a good thing I suppose.

I don't feel like it take care of yourselves
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