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Nov 27, 2013, 11:34 AM
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to mutilate my genitals. i'm not sure why. i just hate my vagina.
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 AngstyLady, Idiot17, Jordy, shezbut, tealBumblebee
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#2
Nov 27, 2013, 02:45 PM
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Sounds like it is time to implement your safety plan.
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Nov 28, 2013, 09:33 AM
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Have you had any trauma in the past or any gender confusion that you think could relate to this? I ask you not to act on this urge... I've struggled with a faint urge to do the same thing, not sure why. Possibly confusion, or just feeling inadequate. I hope you have someone you are talking to!! If not, we are here for you
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Nov 28, 2013, 01:47 PM
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((hugs)) it's not good and will get you locked up faster than you can blink (been there, done that. got the tee-shirt multiple times). As beloiseau asked, anything prompt that? Mine was multiple assaults/abuse from before I could remember. Msg me if you want to talk...
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Nov 30, 2013, 01:30 AM
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I have struggled with the same ideation, Poppy princess.
 When the ideation became a rather strong desire about 1 yr ago, I called my doctor's office to report my temptation. It was NOT an easy thing for me to admit to the doctor's nurse. I felt ashamed. However, I knew that I also didn't ever want to be seen in a hospital with these external wounds. Thankfully, the desire to harm myself down there has gone away a lot (if that makes sense?) since I was pulled off one of my medications. I do still occasionally get the strong desire, but I can distract myself out this mindset usually. Very gentle hugs to you. I do understand how difficult it can be. My reason lies in survival of variety of abuse and self-blame that all began when I was a young child.
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#6
Nov 30, 2013, 03:08 PM
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Hope you're stayed safe? (((((((poppy)))))))
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Nov 30, 2013, 03:30 PM
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Yes, stayed safe.
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Dec 01, 2013, 05:27 PM
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Gosh... I thought I was the only one we that kind of desire... It's almost daily for me but I don't act on it no matter how strong the desire is. Never talked to anyone about it as I was far too ashamed.
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Dec 01, 2013, 05:31 PM
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Phew. Glad. Hope you continue staying safe and hope you are having a better day. (((((hugs)))))
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Dec 01, 2013, 06:28 PM
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Really?
 /ooh, girl, that's not a good idea!  
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Dec 02, 2013, 07:11 PM
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Been there... and trying to explain that is tough and embarrassing.
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Dec 02, 2013, 07:20 PM
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#13
Dec 03, 2013, 09:49 PM
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Why do you hate it?
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Dec 03, 2013, 10:00 PM
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It just makes me feel dirty.
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