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I feel as if cutting is my only choice, my only release, the only way I can have peace right now.
If I were stronger, and knew I could only do it once...I would. I used a blade for 10 years almost...but haven't cut for the past 8. Not once. How can I see this being my only option? I am so sick of hurting, of feeling hopeless, of everything. I have nothing...nothing to numb me and help me feel at the same time. I want to feel, I want to feel what I want how I want...and I want to watch it heal. Live Love Learn |
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8 years is absolutely amazing. The urges will pass again - I promise. SI is a coping mechanism - the urges come again when our other coping mechanisms stop working for us, but it does get better. It does get easier again
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Things are ok. Didn't do anything...
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