[Behindblueyes]

Im done with people. They pretend to be my friend and then they say things behind my back, calling me a user because I broke up with my boyfriend a while ago, clingy and not good enough. Thing is I broke up with that boyfriend for the friend. I thought they liked each other so I broke up with him so they could be happy together. I gave up something I loved for them to be happy and here she goes calling me things? And then now with my new boyfriend she's mad at me. We got into a fight, but we both apologized. But she's still ticked off. She won't even look at me. Thanks it helps a lot my so called "best friend". I was so upset that I relapsed and cut again tonight. They're not so bad. :/

[smmath]

I do agree that people can sometimes be a pain, at least when they are in real life. But all hope is not lost, you will meet some good people and make better friends who are more in tune with the type of person you are. I'm sorry that you cut. Is there anything you have done in the past to prevent yourself from self harming?

[Behindblueyes]

Originally Posted by smmath

I do agree that people can sometimes be a pain, at least when they are in real life. But all hope is not lost, you will meet some good people and make better friends who are more in tune with the type of person you are. I'm sorry that you cut. Is there anything you have done in the past to prevent yourself from self harming?

Yes I used to write the names of people who knew and wanted me to stop on my wrists, but now all those people don't care, don't know, or can't help.

[smmath]

I think that is a good thing to do. I'm sorry that those people aren't there for you anymore. But there are people here that care about you. Does venting help you? Like when you want to SI does it help to write things down?

[Behindblueyes]

Originally Posted by smmath

I think that is a good thing to do. I'm sorry that those people aren't there for you anymore. But there are people here that care about you. Does venting help you? Like when you want to SI does it help to write things down?

Not really. I've tried it a few times but it only worked once.

[smmath]

Well even if only works 10% of the time I still think it is worth doing, but, it's up to you. What about distraction methods or moving around, and getting away from the implements you might use?

[Behindblueyes]

Originally Posted by smmath

Well even if only works 10% of the time I still think it is worth doing, but, it's up to you. What about distraction methods or moving around, and getting away from the implements you might use?

I've been trying to exercise more by running on my treadmill because it's a distraction and I think it might help my self esteem.

[ExistingInChanges]

Nobody should be calling you names based on the fact that you ended a relationship. It is your choice who you want to be with. If you did it to help her out then she treats you like that, then she really doesn't understand you, your way of thinking or your heart. Even if the self injury wasn't bad or whatever, it can progress into more severe forms. It will get to be where you need to do it more often and you won't be getting the same relief so you will turn to more extreme measures. Find the root of each problem once you are back to a state of calmness again instead of that frantic state where you feel like doing si. But in order to get to that state, maybe your treadmill or other exercises will work.

HUUUUUUUUUUGE Hugs to you.

I agree with the premise that the world would be better without people. A world taken over by miniture wiener dogs sounds pretty ideal to me!