hurting bad

Whenever, my big mouth, or thoughts get in the way people get affected and hate me and cause me to become filled with paid, therefore I become obsessed in SI and to release that physical emothional pain I'm feeling and it truly helfs. it's like a decortions of releasement and love I give unto myself. Rachel says it's okay. She loves me, too. Not like most people I know here on this earthly dwelling I know. How I long for heaven to take me home!

I'm not sure what I can say that will help you right now, but I did want you to know that I read your post and wish you well. I hope that you can get some help dealing with your painful feelings effectively. Would you like to tell us more about what you feel like that about?

(((((hugs))))))) if ok,
Rap

Working on thoughts and speech is a doable task. Most of us have had to learn how to counter problems with that, and you can too. Please don't take human errors out on yourself. Find someone to talk with and who will be honest with ways to improve, so you won't feel so miserable. TC!