Today I was too weak. That's the reason I found this website. I cut my wrists again for the first time in about a month. I don't want to have to deal with this. The scars are ugly. I don't want any more. I need help.

[smmath]

Have you talked to a therapist? I find that having a therapist really helps me.

I really don't want to tell my parents about it. That's the only way I can see myself getting a therapist.

Aww I wish I could hug you right now
You seem like you're really hurting
Maybe you could use it
Come talk to me
I want to get to know you
I hope I don't sound creepy lol
But seriously I want you to talk to me I wanna be your friend and try to help
I've got problems with this too
But that doesn't matter
It's about you
You matter

Thanks guys I've been feeling a bit better since joining this website. I'm looking forward to talking to you. I can't private message quite yet, but I promise I will reply!

[Frankbtl]

Hi Kayaychoh, it sounds like not cutting for a month was a big deal for you so WELL DONE on holding out. I'm guessing that took a lot of strength, so DON'T lose sight of that achievement!!! You've shown that you CAN resist it, which IS great.
Now maybe reflect back on what helped you make that "goalpost" and allow it to help you again. Maybe you want to add a few more strategies to them, just to make things a little easier as you start "clocking up the days again", and there are lots from people on here that have helped them. And remember that any single day you resist when you're really wanting to IS massive.
So you've shown you can do it!! And you now have a starting place to show you can do it again!!

And you have us here to talk to if things are hard too, including if you want to talk a little about what caused you to do it this time.........whatever is on your mind............

Alison