 |
| FAQ/Help |
| Calendar |
| Search |
|
#1
Nov 27, 2006, 09:45 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Actually, I don't know why I'm apologizing. It is what it is. I broke into my nice sharp new knives and did what I needed to do. It wasn't enough, but is it ever?
I should feel bad for letting everybody down who tried to help me, but I had to forcibly stop myself from doing a lot worse, so in my perverted, twisted mind, I actually did pretty well. It looks like hell, but it's sweater season, so no one will know. I wish this hadn't made me feel better instead of worse.   Thank you for trying, though.CB |
|
#2
Nov 27, 2006, 09:50 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
we're in the same boat
__________________
schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
|
#3
Nov 27, 2006, 10:05 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
aa yeah i know how you feel. i did that a couple of days ago. thank goodness i can wear sweaters. but in the end i always regret it. i can never relax when wearing anything else. i guess its a price we pay.
but we can stop it too. i hope the path to getting better gets better. |
|
#4
Nov 27, 2006, 10:11 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
((((((candybear))))) Take care of yourself.
__________________
 complic8d"Don't say I'm out of touch with this rampant chaos-your reality I know well what lies beyond my secret refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape." ♥evanescence♥
|
|
#5
Nov 27, 2006, 10:37 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
((((((((((((((( Candy )))))))))))))))
__________________
|
|
#6
Nov 28, 2006, 12:19 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
much love candybear
__________________
today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday and all is well. |
|
#7
Nov 28, 2006, 12:21 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
(((((((((Candy)))))))))))
__________________
|
|
#8
Nov 28, 2006, 01:00 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
hang in there and it's never to late to try quiting again.
I'm sorry too, but I hope you can get back on the saddle. Also keep in mind spring will come sooner than you think and that is not sweater season.
__________________
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. |
|
#9
Nov 28, 2006, 08:21 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
You're right, ickydog. It's actually going to be warm enough today (relative to Wisconsin in November) to wear short sleeves. At least there are only a few that can be seen by others, but I know where the rest are.
And yes, I'm feeling remorseful this morning...... 
|
|
#10
Nov 28, 2006, 11:12 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
poopiebear don't kick yourself so hard, you'll be fine, you stumbled and fell, we all do, besides if ya kick yourself to hard you'll get a black and blue butt and black and blue doesn't go well with brown bears ya now
Love ya Angie
__________________
 A good day is when the crap hits the fan and I have time to duck. |
|
#11
Nov 28, 2006, 09:33 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
(((((((((((((((candybear))))))))))))))))) You have nothing to apologize for. I am sorry that you got so overwhelmed that you felt you had no other choice but that does not mean you should beat yourself up over it. We all have times when we revert to old coping ways but the important thing is we don't give up. Please don't give up on yourself. You are a wonderful person who is having a rough time right now. I hope soon you will be able to see that. Until then take my word on it; you are.
You don't need to apologize to anyone else either. You let them know how you appreciate all their efforts but this time you were unable to resist. I am sure that eveyone will accept this and believe many have been in the same situation and are empathetic to what happened. I am sure no one is upset with you. Please take care of you and be safe.
__________________
 |
|
#12
Nov 30, 2006, 10:23 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Hello I hope things are going better for you at this time. Everyone has an off day now and then, and I hope you are trying to go on and not focus too much on this episode. I am goingt o leave you 2 hotline numbers 1-800-273-TALK and 1-800-DONT-CUT in case you would like to call someone about your problems, and talk to someone understanding, and caring. Take care Sincerely Soidhonia
__________________
The Caged Bird Sings with a Fearful Trill of Things Unknown and Longed for Still and his Tune is Heard on the Distant Hill for the Caged Bird Sings of Freedom |
| Reply |
This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
|
My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.
Linear Mode
