[tealBumblebee]

I never understood that phrase until tonight.

[x_BabyG_x]

So sorry teal. Big hugs for you tonight! I've been there so many times before. Be kind to yourself and I hope you find it in you to forgive yourself too x stay safe xx

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[mazing]

Thinking of you Teal. Please try to be kind to yourself and stay safe. I promise that this will pass again.

thinking of you. I am sorry ..

[x_BabyG_x]

How are you feeling today Teal? X

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[herethennow]

I do that too.. please do know that what you're doing is a precautionary measure to stop yourself from doing worse.. This too will pass, it will.

[Fuzzybear]

[tealBumblebee]

Originally Posted by x_BabyG_x

How are you feeling today Teal? X

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Hey. Thanks for asking. I'm better today than i was. I forced myself to go to work this morning but the true test will be when i get off. I feel like i cant trust myself to be alone. Was able to sleep for about three hours last night, dreamed of the world ending. I just need to keep it together until tomorrow and if that means not being alone so be it.

[x_BabyG_x]

Is there anyone you trust who can stay with you tonight? X

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[tealBumblebee]

Originally Posted by x_BabyG_x

Is there anyone you trust who can stay with you tonight? X

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No. I don't live alone though so its just about making the choice to be around others instead of isolate. Thanks for caring.

[Idiot17]

((((teal))))

[tealBumblebee]

Thanks (((I17))) I'm feeling much better now. I told T about it all; she seemed a bit surprised about the specifics; we came up with a "safety plan" of sorts but I haven't had to use it.

[Idiot17]

good for you, that you told your t and that you haven't needed your safety plan as of yet.
((((teal))))

glad you are okay. and i hope you STAY that way.

i have been in your shoes... i know the feeling very well. I hope you do not have to go back there, but if you do - please BE SAFE.

*hugs

[Malixer112]

Originally Posted by tealBumblebee

I never understood that phrase until tonight.

I didn't understand it until a few hours ago. I really need to do it, but 1) I have nothing on me, 2) I'm at school (in Photography), and I'll be in serious trouble if I do, and 3) I don't know how I want to do it.
I....I...*breaks down crying*

[tealBumblebee]

Originally Posted by Malixer112

I didn't understand it until a few hours ago. I really need to do it, but 1) I have nothing on me, 2) I'm at school (in Photography), and I'll be in serious trouble if I do, and 3) I don't know how I want to do it.
I....I...*breaks down crying*

I'm sorry you're feeling this way! I know how hard it is, but I can tell you from experience that it does get better. I was just there, so I know and believe it. Please try to be safe as you go through this.

No judgement here............... I am just glad you are alive. The rest is simply secondary.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((( teal ))))))))

[Malixer112]

Originally Posted by tealBumblebee

I'm sorry you're feeling this way! I know how hard it is, but I can tell you from experience that it does get better. I was just there, so I know and believe it. Please try to be safe as you go through this.

Thanks so much!

[moodycow]

hey i know what you mean , it sums it up perfectly for me. sending lots of hugs