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Old Dec 07, 2006, 12:18 AM
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I keep telling myself that this will pass. It always does, eventually. Can't seem to give a care about anything tonight.
I tried to "rewind" my day & week and there is nothing that could have triggered it.To burn or not to burn, that is the question
I don't get to see my T for another week and I don't know if I can keep from doing anything harmful.
I know that the pain from it will only last a while, but it's more the release that I desire.
I really really really hate feeling like this. I hate myself more than anyone in my life even knows.
To burn or not to burn, that is the question in my mind is frustrating.To burn or not to burn, that is the question I am so tired, but can't sleep. I'm just sooooo tired of trying. To burn or not to burn, that is the question
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Old Dec 07, 2006, 01:24 AM
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Unfortunately, I'm right there in the abyss with you on this one ... no words of wisdom from me. Hope you feel better soon, though.

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Old Dec 07, 2006, 03:37 AM
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I hope your pain lessens. If you are unable to see your T can you give them a call if you need to? It must be hard missing your appointments. Please try and be safe and I hope that you were able to refrain from harming yourself. Please be safe.
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Old Dec 07, 2006, 01:49 PM
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Well, I could call or email her if I really need to, but I just hate bugging her. I always feel bad because I wouldn't want to be bothered on my day off and I don't want her to feel that way.
I was able to resist doing anything only because I took my sleeping meds and it knocked me out.
I don't feel so bad this morning.
Thanks for caring!
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