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Once again, I am fighting the urges again. Bad, stupid, horrible person who needs to be punished. When will it be enough? When will my sins be absolved? What did I do so wrong? How can I make it go away?
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![]() "Don't say I'm out of touch with this rampant chaos-your reality I know well what lies beyond my secret refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape." ♥evanescence♥
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((((((hugs)))))), if OK. You didn't do anything wrong, you had wrong done to you. I know that's hard to believe when you're in this kind of mood, though. I hope you feel better soon.
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Hello I hope things are going better at htis time. have you called your Dr to let them know that you are not feeling well? Your Dr can possibly help you with a med adjustment and your therapist can help you as well with therapies if you call them and let them know what is happening. I am going to leave you 2 hotline numbers to call if you need to call someone to talk to in person. 1-800-273-TALK and 1800-DONT-CUT. Please call the hotline if you need someone to talk to in person. I hope you feel better soon. Take care Sincerely Soidhonia.
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Thanks for the replies. I told myself last night that I had to wait until today to do anything. It worked, because today I didn't feel like doing anything (not much at least). So I was able to put the action on hold, indefinitely I hope. A small success?!
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i'm pleased that you held off........i'm goiing to bed now but will be here all weekend...PM me if you need to.....love, pat
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Thank you pat! I'm still fighting. Today I was in the bathroom picking out bandages for after, then I decided to walk out of the bathroom and at least put it off for longer. The urges get stronger each time. I'll definitely bring this up with my therapist this week.
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I am so glad that you're holding on. And I am REALLY glad that you posted.........PM me if you need to. xoxoxo Pat
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