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Old Apr 22, 2014, 09:03 PM
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I had just gotten done talking with my T, I walked outside, and it was still raining and the wind was blowing. I unlocked my car, put some stuff in back, then got in the driver's side, Sat down... and can you guess what happened? No it wasn't normal, The wind had the door and my foot got caught. It swelled up a little, but the pain has not been enough tonight. I want more, but........ I know it causes so much guilt. Is it worth it?

That seems to be the over arching question of the last few weeks.
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Old Apr 22, 2014, 09:49 PM
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Puzz it isn't worth it!
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Old Apr 22, 2014, 10:35 PM
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It's never, ever worth it. You'll regret it so much more than you can imagine when you're thinking about it in the moment. Try to do something to distract yourself.
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Old Apr 24, 2014, 12:46 PM
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My biggest regret today is missing class, because of wanting sleep, its an easy escape from everything. I'm not sure how I am going to pay for my meds. I'm doing everything that is possible, yet it doesn't seem like its enough. Oh and I have a massive paper to write, tests to study for, yet I want to sleep. I'm mad at myself because of all this, missing class doesn't help. And pain in my ankle doesn't help my focus.

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Old Apr 24, 2014, 09:53 PM
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mm Venting and folding Stars... the cure for any crappy night. Now it's time to write a paper. This may take me all night. I hope I get an hour of sleep. Time to be a true college student

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