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I had just gotten done talking with my T, I walked outside, and it was still raining and the wind was blowing. I unlocked my car, put some stuff in back, then got in the driver's side, Sat down... and can you guess what happened? No it wasn't normal, The wind had the door and my foot got caught. It swelled up a little, but the pain has not been enough tonight. I want more, but........ I know it causes so much guilt. Is it worth it?
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Puzz it isn't worth it!
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It's never, ever worth it. You'll regret it so much more than you can imagine when you're thinking about it in the moment. Try to do something to distract yourself.
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
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My biggest regret today is missing class, because of wanting sleep, its an easy escape from everything. I'm not sure how I am going to pay for my meds. I'm doing everything that is possible, yet it doesn't seem like its enough. Oh and I have a massive paper to write, tests to study for, yet I want to sleep. I'm mad at myself because of all this, missing class doesn't help. And pain in my ankle doesn't help my focus.
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mm Venting and folding Stars... the cure for any crappy night. Now it's time to write a paper. This may take me all night. I hope I get an hour of sleep. Time to be a true college student
Last edited by puzzclar; Apr 24, 2014 at 10:16 PM. Reason: re-write |
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