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#1
Apr 21, 2014, 04:02 PM
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Oh well, skip that.
Last edited by Idiot17; Apr 21, 2014 at 07:33 PM. |
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Apr 21, 2014, 04:25 PM
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 I know those urges so well. Keep surrounding yourself with people if thats what keeps you safe, sometimes it's just what we've got to do.((((((((((Idiot17)))))))))))) |
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Apr 24, 2014, 06:27 PM
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I just want to see all the blood spilling out pooled on the floor. It will provide proof of some sort of living thing since i'm definitely dead all elsewhere.
Last edited by notz; Apr 25, 2014 at 03:54 PM. Reason: added trigger icon /can be a trigger for others |
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Apr 24, 2014, 08:03 PM
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((((((((((hugs)))))))
Can you find something to distract yourself until the thoughts pass? I know it may seem like they won't, but they will. 
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Apr 27, 2014, 08:37 AM
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((((((((( Idiot17 )))))))))
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Apr 28, 2014, 09:22 PM
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simple blood pooling around isn't enough. it needs to come from a specific place carved with lots of blood pooled not just a simple bloody cut. my whole body is shaking with the need. tell me again why i'm still wanting and not doing.
Last edited by notz; May 02, 2014 at 07:39 PM. Reason: Added trigger icon. Can be a trigger for others. |
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Apr 28, 2014, 10:43 PM
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Imagine it. Write about it. Close your eyes and feel. But please try not to do it!
It may not feel like it, but you're alive. Hear the sound of your breath. Feel the air rush in and out of your lungs. You are definitely alive and if you cut with the determination in your post, you might not be afterwards. Please stay with that feeling, notice where it is located in your body, which muscles are tense and where this need is located. Try to take a step back and just notice. It's hard, but it's worth it. Please let us know how you're doing!
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Apr 29, 2014, 05:28 AM
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Seems like we are in a very similar place
try to hold out, it isn't worth it. Not really (((((((((Idiot17))))))))) |
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Apr 29, 2014, 07:26 AM
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(((i17)))
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Apr 30, 2014, 08:44 PM
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So my typical cutting places are slowly moving closer and closer aiming for the spot. The blade inches along getting near to my destination. I can't just stop cutting yet i can't either go there cuz then i'm...
Now i will finally admit that cutting can be suicidal in itself. But hey so is alcoholism and all else. Last edited by notz; May 02, 2014 at 07:41 PM. Reason: added trigger icon for mention of suicide,etc. may be trigger to others |
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Apr 30, 2014, 09:12 PM
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Yeh, I think I'm there too. I have just hugs for you
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