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Jun 29, 2014, 11:47 PM
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A few weeks ago i was self harming with puns to blades.
After my friend took my blades i stopped SI but then continued by scratching. Apart from my own nails i have nothing I can SI with But here is the issue I feel very lonely and I'm very depressed (I'm at school BTW) I refuse to see the school psych (she yelled at me last time) so I don't have anyone to go to but I'm scared im going to REALLY hurt myself !! Please some feedback idea's anything, it's mutely appreciated!! I forgot to add I'm also addicted to taking too many panadol t once ATM I need to stop so im afraid if I dont find a solution for above i will resort to panadaol or hurt myself bad Panadol = paracetimal Last edited by TheTurtleLives; Jun 29, 2014 at 11:48 PM. Reason: Forgot info |
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#2
Jun 30, 2014, 12:16 AM
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Turtle turtle....
 When you get home, cut your nails to the quick. This will help to make it more difficult to scratch. Journal. Like you and I have been talking about, get that journal out and just write anything and everything, get it all out. Remember that you are loved and you are cared about. Remember you do NOT deserve the pain you are putting yourself through. I'm so proud of you for reaching out! Love you lil sis! Be safe, Celtic Last edited by celtic.starlite; Jun 30, 2014 at 01:12 AM. Reason: typo |
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Jun 30, 2014, 04:21 AM
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If you take too much paracetamol your skin would become yellow and you slowly destroy your organism and soon would become ill and damaged but still alive. My friend did it
 She has toxic hepatitis now. Its hell to live with this.
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#4
Jun 30, 2014, 06:35 AM
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Thank you, Melania, for sharing this. Turtle, please listen to what Melania said. Throw those pills away. I don't want anything to happen to you. Big hugs lil turtle.
Love you! Be safe, Celtic Last edited by celtic.starlite; Jun 30, 2014 at 06:36 AM. Reason: typo |
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#5
Jun 30, 2014, 09:14 PM
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I got home threw the pack in the bin (after taking 6) -.-....sorry count help myself.... I cut my nails but I still don't feel convinced that I can't hurt myself...I'm back at school who knows what could happen -.-
Im sorry Celtic I dont want to hurt myself I dont want to feel like im in danger and I dont want to hurt you Im trying my best !! Last edited by TheTurtleLives; Jun 30, 2014 at 09:15 PM. Reason: Needed to edit. |
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Jun 30, 2014, 10:07 PM
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Turtle, no need to apologize to me. Big hugs. Love ya lil sis.
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Jun 30, 2014, 10:44 PM
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I know but it makes myself feel better...funny enough...saying that make's me feel bad :'(
Love you xx
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I hide my pain and hurt, I don't like others knowing I fear it may hurt them.
So what you see isn't necessarily true don't trust my facial expression. I'm keen and cunning I will trick you. I am suicidal, I cut I have Borderline personality and Depression. I believe I am Auto phobia -I am highly afraid to be alone and I'm very scared of myself, Don't underestimate me. |
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Jul 01, 2014, 01:46 AM
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Okay so maybe I didnt do it short enough my ankles are bleading again...ahh this is annoying
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I hide my pain and hurt, I don't like others knowing I fear it may hurt them.
So what you see isn't necessarily true don't trust my facial expression. I'm keen and cunning I will trick you. I am suicidal, I cut I have Borderline personality and Depression. I believe I am Auto phobia -I am highly afraid to be alone and I'm very scared of myself, Don't underestimate me. |
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#9
Jul 01, 2014, 06:16 AM
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Big hugs Turtle!
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#10
Jul 01, 2014, 07:20 AM
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Hey turtle, I totally understand where your coming from about not feeling safe and worried about what the potential harm could be so big hugs! Do you have a regular GP you trust or see a T? I also am in Australia and understand how our system works (or doesn't) so if you want to chat I'm all ears (well eyes and fingers
) oh I'm in WA so there could be a time difference not sure where you are anyway big BIG hugs
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#11
Jul 01, 2014, 10:56 PM
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I don't see a GP or T or psych my Mother won't allow me to see one...I am also in WA [:....THank you
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I hide my pain and hurt, I don't like others knowing I fear it may hurt them.
So what you see isn't necessarily true don't trust my facial expression. I'm keen and cunning I will trick you. I am suicidal, I cut I have Borderline personality and Depression. I believe I am Auto phobia -I am highly afraid to be alone and I'm very scared of myself, Don't underestimate me. |
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Jul 02, 2014, 05:19 AM
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Hey turtle, wow a fellow sandgroper
 if your older than 16 your parents don't need to be informed and you are allowed to get your own Medicare card again without being taken off your folks card and since your school aged the docs will bulk bill so you won't need any cash also there are a few free services available are you in the city?? Headspace have free appointments with councillors ummm let me have a bit more of a think. I hope this finds you strong and in a good mind space.Tee
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#13
Jul 03, 2014, 08:22 PM
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Quote:
I have been told of headpsace but im scared to lie to my mum and say im going to a friends place what if she finds out...I over react when its not neccisary!! Thank you for your help!
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I hide my pain and hurt, I don't like others knowing I fear it may hurt them.
So what you see isn't necessarily true don't trust my facial expression. I'm keen and cunning I will trick you. I am suicidal, I cut I have Borderline personality and Depression. I believe I am Auto phobia -I am highly afraid to be alone and I'm very scared of myself, Don't underestimate me. |
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#14
Jul 04, 2014, 09:20 AM
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Hey turtle,
Just ring up Medicare or go into your local branch, they usually are in most large shopping centres, and speak to someone there about getting your own card you may even be able to pick it up from the store. As for headspace they run lots of programs and have chill out sessions could you possibly tell your mum your attending one of these and while your there have a chat to someone ( just a thought) if your in the city, Perth, there are heaps of youth groups that run art programs, music, media, book, writing programs that are facilitated by councillors and youth workers. Hope your doing well and things are settling for you, take care Tee! |
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