The Final Rejection

I don't know what to say sweetie . Is there somewhere you can go??? What about a women's centre for you and Alex to go to for safety. You are going to be having your surgery soon too hun.....you need to be safe.

Please hun...I don't mean to preach to you ok? I just want you and Alex safe.

Love you xoxo


Heather

[sigh] About three weeks now till surgery. Seems like the gale has passed, but has drained the life out of me......haven't recovered from any of the rest lately.

I'm the kind that plans, and organizes. I can't, and won't, just walk out of the house without having things in place. Anyway, enough said.

Thanks, Heather.

xoxoxox

{{{{{{{{{Mary Alice}}}}}}}}}}

I know hun.....I did the same. I planned it for over 2 years. I would make lists of everything I had to do to leave.....mind you I hid those lists but they gave me such a sense of power and control. I knew it was going to happen and that gave me inner strength to do it. I know how hard it is sweetie. Just know that I am here ok? If there is anything and I mean anything I can do....please let me know.

Love you xoxo


Heather

I'm so sorry, (((((((((Mary Alice))))))))); hugs 4 you and 4 Alex = (((((((((((((((((Mary Alice & Alex)))))))))))))))...

XOXO, Peanut

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I am not sure what else I can say to you sweeit
I love you and want to hold you and give you a place to stay for you and alex..

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Darkness all around
Darkness is my freind
I will let it overtake me this time
Cause I no longer belong....

Hey again darling,
Just checking to see how you're doing. I'm especially sorry and scared for you & alex since I heard that he was hurt by 'him' . I wish I could give you some sort of wise advice when it comes to things like this, but you would know better than I what to do I'm sure. I know nothing must look like a viable option (not even that decision we both flirt with a little too often), but just try your best to keep you and alex safe. You both are precious, and I am sending all of my love and hugs your way. And as a later note, I am appaluled at the actions of your T, I dont know what I would do if I was abandoned, and NO ONE should ever have to go through that no matter what the circumstances. I heart you & alex

<3
Kelly

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Mary Alice}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} You are in my thoughts right now. I pray that you will find a safe place for you and Alex. I know you don't want to leave "Him" but he is now putting Alex in danger. Please consider what Heather said. There are places you can go that will give you the support and safety you need.
Carrie

<font color=green>But the implicit and usually unconscious bargain we make with ourselves is that, yes, we want to be healed, we want to be made whole, we're willing to go some distance, but we're not willing to question the fundamental assumptions upon which our way of life has been built, both personally and societally.--Bill Plotkin, Soulcraft