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Jun 26, 2014, 10:23 AM
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So I'm sitting behind my desk in front of my screens trying to work and all I can think about is SH ing. I just want to whip out my blades and knives sitting in the draw beside me and rip my skin open. Cut and bleed and tear and destroy. That's the ultimate solution, ultimate need. To destroy, ruin, end. Yet I'm sitting here with Co workers all around me.
Last edited by splitimage; Jun 26, 2014 at 01:41 PM. |
 Anonymous200125, jacq10, ThisWayOut
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Jun 26, 2014, 12:51 PM
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Well I guess I'm glad you're surround by coworkers because I don't want you to hurt yourself so badly! I'm really sorry you're hurting so much
 
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Jun 26, 2014, 08:43 PM
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(((((((hugs))))))
You always have us here sitting around you for support  Hang in there
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Jun 27, 2014, 05:22 AM
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Not around anyone currently, only my knives are sitting beside me. The temptation to mark, to destroy infinitely is too great. Can I resist, not sure. It's getting exhausting.
Won't continue blabbering. |
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Jun 28, 2014, 08:14 AM
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The most powerful thing I did to help stop SH was to give my T all my tools. He had quite the collection in his desk for a while. He has now gotten rid of most of them.
Do you think that having your tools next to you is making it worse? |
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