[detachedangst]

I have moments where I look at my cuts and wonder what the F am I doing. Then an hour or day later I'm doing it again. I have got to find a new release that works for me.

Originally Posted by detachedangst

I have moments where I look at my cuts and wonder what the F am I doing. Then an hour or day later I'm doing it again. I have got to find a new release that works for me.

Sometimes I look in the mirror & say to myself: "You're not mentally ill... why do you say these things about yourself?" Then I think back over the periods of self-harm, the suicide attempts, the involuntary hospitalizations, the depression, the anxiety, and on and on... & I know that it's true... I really am crazy...

[ThisWayOut]

I have moments like that too... but in the moment of stress and being overwhelmed, the only think my head goes to is the self-harm... sometimes it's just abotu doing what you know, and what works in the moment...

[NakamuraRie]

I had a friend, he was admitted to a ward but just for a little bit, and he told me that, he like to terrify the nurses, and his clarity came when he saw how much power he held over them o.o ... He's scary to normal people, but I love him to bits...