struggling

so for what seems like the billionth time today i am sitting here in my room wanting to self harm. i have called my T and am waiting for her to call back, thats if she does at all. i am so tired of all the drama in my life that i dont even put there. other people do. wish they would get the hell out of my life. im so stressed im trying to figure out what i need to be doing and what direction to go but it seems pointless. nothing is working and i cant take this any longer. im so tired of tryin to be strong for so long. i need to self harm so so badly. ugh... BREATHE.. :'(

Hello, AngelPromise. You need more help than you are getting. Please tell your therapist what you just told us. Ask for the help you need and are not getting now.

I wish you well.

I agree with Glok. You need to ask for more help. Unless you do you won't get it. You have to tell your T what you are really thinking so she can help you. Email me if you need to I just replied to you a few minutes ago before I read this I will send you another email with my personal address.

thx yall. im ok now. i have seen my T so thats ok. things are a bit rocky right now but they will smooth out as they normally do.