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Old Apr 18, 2007, 02:18 PM
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crying crimson tears again tonight

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Old Apr 18, 2007, 02:23 PM
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((((((((((((((holding you sweetie, take care)))))))))))))))


you WILL get better i know you will

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Old Apr 18, 2007, 02:24 PM
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doesnt feel like it now, nothing helps, nothing

can't go on like this, no release or relief from this hell

even with crimson tears flowing, i have no peace

sorry to let you down
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i'm sorry that you're in such a spot........xoxoxo pat
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Old Apr 18, 2007, 07:43 PM
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Old Apr 19, 2007, 01:01 AM
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Old Apr 19, 2007, 03:37 AM
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got an appointment with the nurse today to get my dressings done

screwed up big time last night crying
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Old Apr 19, 2007, 06:38 AM
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however nice the nurse tries to be, i always come out feeling like crap. Always, she always says "I hope not to see you again, but if I do, thats ok". Makes me feel awful.
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Old Apr 21, 2007, 02:55 PM
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dont know why i bother thinking i will ever get out of this. crying those familiar red tears again tonight
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Old Apr 21, 2007, 03:19 PM
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If you're posting, then you're planning on cutting (or have already done so?). How about try to plan to do something else?

Keep trying. Please try to keep yourself safe.
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Old Apr 21, 2007, 03:23 PM
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cut already, want to cut more, ant to hit, want to hurt like i deserve
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Old Apr 21, 2007, 03:26 PM
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You do NOT deserve to hurt. You haven't done anything wrong as far as I've seen. You're a good person, you really are.

Can you call someone or go do something so you don't do further damage to yourself?
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Old Apr 21, 2007, 04:01 PM
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trying to distract tho cant see the point. i cant win, i dont kno why i bother trying
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Old Apr 21, 2007, 10:48 PM
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tryin shows we are strong
and if we keep trying
we may just get it one day
we will beat this and stop
we can stop- it includes u madmusican

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Old Apr 24, 2007, 04:47 PM
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gave up trying tonight, sorry for letting you all down. crying
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Old Apr 24, 2007, 07:01 PM
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You are not letting anyone down. I am sorry you are having trouble using a less destructive coping mechanism but sometimes it just seems that it is too hard. Please take care and stay safe.

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Old Apr 24, 2007, 07:25 PM
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please, please stay safe........xoxoxo pat
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Old Apr 25, 2007, 12:24 AM
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((((((((((madmusician)))))))))))))

as it's been said, you're not letting anyone down. we understand, we've been there (or are still there in some way).

the goal is only to go as long as you can without doing it, not really to stop immediately. going cold-turkey with anything is really hard!

be good to yourself.
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Old Apr 25, 2007, 02:38 PM
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eh dear (((((((madmusicman)))))))

have you tried doing anything else instead of cutting?
if you want you can see the topic of things to do instead.

sorry for you feelig this way.
you are so cute!
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