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Old Apr 17, 2015, 06:17 AM
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I feel so low at the moment but i cant cut because i dont have any tools av not cut for 2 months now
almost in tears here
A friend tried to cheer my up on facebook
My husband has to me less of my anti depressant because for some reason there was not enough for me last night i think my husband may have give me more one night than i normally have

maybe thats why am low at the moment

Me and my husband are going out soon to get shopping and my meds from the pharmacy all i want to do is sleep
my husband know how i feel he is being supportive
Most of the time i cant get to my meds as there locked up for my own protection as there has been time where i have OD'd on my meds
my husband keeps the keys hidden so i cant find them because of the past with me ODing i
i feel like crying most of the time
my husband says ill be ok once i get my meds tonight ... i also take meds in the morning for anti psychotic and anti anxiety i dont get my anti depressants until tonight
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Old Apr 17, 2015, 10:09 AM
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I'm sorry that your hurting, but there are always things to try. Have you/can you go for a walk? or some sort of exercise?
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Old Apr 17, 2015, 05:30 PM
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Old Apr 18, 2015, 02:00 PM
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Sry you feel bad Jamie, hope it gets better
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Old Apr 18, 2015, 06:15 PM
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things are getting worse i have OCD as well as other problems
With my OCD i can have bad thought that am going to hurt people i get really bad thoughts and cant seem to stop them
my husband hasnt been understanding at all about the thoughts he says am making myself worse by thinking about them i cant just stop thinking about he says to think about other things but its an obsessive thought
A family member is pregnant
Possible trigger:

i cant get the thoughts about it to go away no matter what i do
its always there
i have harm OCD my thoughts have gotten so bad that for the last 5 years i have thought about hurting people but av never done it
i cant no longer go out on my own my husband has to be with me most of the time everyone is happy about this baby
Possible trigger:
...maybe everyone will be safe once am gone
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Old Apr 19, 2015, 12:09 AM
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Old Apr 19, 2015, 09:46 AM
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i dont know how to hide the text like that there no button the the front selector

I have to do something before this baby is born make sure i dont hurt it
am thinking of going away and not coming back
my husband dont know am planing this i dont want him to know
as soon as a day my husband goes out ill have the spare key and i can go out go somewhere unsure where am going
just far away from this baby so i will not hurt it

my husband dont understand i cant make them understand

so ill leave
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