[Fuzzybear]

Possible trigger:

. I've been having urges to "mutilate" my breasts and other female parts.. I have some horrible and scary but (unfortunately) non life threatening health issues hanging over me. I want to be gone from this planet before..

..and I was not wanted even as a baby, they wanted a boy I feel as if ... If I could "remove" my female parts, I could remove myself from this planet, and remove the self that has been so hated and neglected, so without cause And I know this isn't "rational". I wish I could disappear, this world is not a friend to me, I've received too much hate and incompetence, from the "wrong" people (IRL) (telling a doctor or therapist is not an option, I don't trust them, and with good reason) (I guess I will just continue to "cope" as we are expected to do, put up and shut up, stiff upper lip, we are British, you know

[CANDC]

So sorry you are feeling so much pain and agony over the past.

Nothing we do to our bodies will change the past. The body is innocent, it deserves more than pain and harm.

This article helped me a lot with self harm.
Self-Harm: The Myths & the Facts | Embracing Balance

[moodycow]

urges come and go , we have to just try to ignore them , please do not act on these urges you do not have to share them with anyone if you dont want to, you have shared here and we all want you to try and be strong as you are a beautiful caring person annd are valued here beyond measure,

[Fuzzybear]