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May 23, 2007, 10:47 PM
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So many people want help for cutting....me?? i almost dont want help. The cutting feels too good...it feels to right...i dont want to stop...i dont want help for this...how bad am i for thinking that? I get sick of it..but im in love with it..its bittersweet...why am i so bad? When alot of others want to get better im surrounding myself with it?
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May 23, 2007, 10:57 PM
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You are not bad at all. Please try and be kind to yourself. When you are ready to stop you will know. I hope that is soon. Please take care.
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May 23, 2007, 11:11 PM
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(((((((((BB))))))))))) thanks for your support.....i just find that i cant bare to see it leave my "agenda" i know i sound pathetic.....it just seems everyone is soo mad at me IRL ...including my old therapist who made me feel like i was a failure for almost wanting to reject the options of stopping..i dont know whats wrong with me...i should stop...i should even want to stop....ive tried stopping...but im never happy when i stop....im so messed up and confused
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May 24, 2007, 12:18 AM
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ive now found some more ways as well..such as beating myself over the head...i must look like like a ridiculous mess.....i barely have enough energy anymore to hide it .....i love it and yet look what its doing to me
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May 24, 2007, 04:57 AM
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((((((((((((((inny)))))))))))))
just dont go too far and hurt urself so bad i love u im sorry i cant help u take care ThEmE sOnG |
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#6
May 24, 2007, 12:02 PM
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Dear Inny,
You're not bad.You're not quite ready to promise others you'll stop. This does not make you bad. I want you to be safe. Everyone here wants you to be safe. Could you do that for us? Maybe not cut moment by moment? (Believe me I know what I'm asking, but you are strong Inny!!) Love You! 
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