[sinking]

Why isnt my hand or wrist breaking??? I am banging them strongly against a wall or a corner everyday, multiple times a day and its only swollen. How much longer do i have to bang it? I want it to be broken now!!! How do i break it for good? Will constance work? Or is it about not doing it well or strongly enough?
Please help

[roboanxia]

Breaking is hard. That's what I was going for, and it ended only in tissue damage and scarring. If only I were as restive and discontent as you, I might have done something with my life.

Why is the text so small? Why aren't I pissed enough to fix it?
Fixed, but I still don't know how. :/

[Fizzyo]

Sorry you're feeling so bad you want to break yourself. Words don't really help when things are this bad, so all I can do is send as much care and friendship as I can and a big safe hug.

[sinking]

Thanks.
Can you believe i'm still trying to break it? I get to the point when banging it doesnt even hurt anymore and then i get scared i could really do it that easiliy, and of explanations i should give and i stop. I'm such a coward. But i'll keep trying hoping it just happens kind of "by mistake"...

[roboanxia]

It's smart cowardly. Smart cowardly is good!

[sinking]

I hate it. I want to break it and sooner or later i will do it. I have to!