[LonesomeTonight]

So I was talking to my husband tonight and made an off-handed comment about how I'd put on a few pounds since stopping Cymbalta/Wellbutrin (which killed my appetite) and being on just Zoloft. And he mentioned how this T-shirt I wore yesterday...that he didn't want to say anything, but... And it was obvious he meant that I looked fat in it. And I'm not generally that sensitive about my appearance, but I thought I looked OK yesterday. And he's kind of big on eating healthy and exercising lately, while I'm....not.

So I just feel like s*** and want to SH. But I know I shouldn't. Just reaching out a bit for support (because I definitely don't want to contact my T...)

[Georgia Bridge]

It is hard to know what to say.
I have recently stopped denying this tendency of mine...
Somehow I'm still in a quandary about it.
I do know that it is heart-wrenching for me when other people feel this way.
I hope I'm not making it worse, but I wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you.

Hey, how are you doing?

[Georgia Bridge]

I hope you are feeling better.

[LonesomeTonight]

Thanks, all. I resisted using a knife but did scratch myself on the stomach a bit with my fingernails, enough to leave a couple marks that I can still see this morning. Feeling better now though.

I'm glad you're feeling better, and I'm glad you were able to resist the urge to use a knife.