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havnt had internet access for over a month so venting has been incredibly difficult and distractions are minimal.
i literally had to chain my hands to my bed like a cuff so i wouldnt SI. felt ok for a while but the moment the chain came off i couldnt hold it in. i ended up sleeping chained to my bed. pathetic or what? anyways i am currently feeling like %#@&#!. every nice word feels like a slap i the face and a punch in the guts. everything feels fake. i hate them all. everything nothings the way they try and tell me it is filthy lies sick of it
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Sending you much strength and warmth. I know the urge to give in is very potent and the fact that you didn't is something to consider... even if you did have to chain yourself to the bed. Please hang in there, hun.
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cut short last night
lucky to be alive..
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(((((((((((Gabriel)))))))))))))
i understand
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