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Old Jul 15, 2007, 02:35 AM
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havnt had internet access for over a month so venting has been incredibly difficult and distractions are minimal.
i literally had to chain my hands to my bed like a cuff so i wouldnt SI. felt ok for a while but the moment the chain came off i couldnt hold it in. i ended up sleeping chained to my bed.
pathetic or what?

anyways i am currently feeling like %#@&#!. every nice word feels like a slap i the face and a punch in the guts. everything feels fake.

i hate them all.
everything

nothings the way they try and tell me it is

filthy lies

sick of it
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Old Jul 15, 2007, 11:04 AM
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Sending you much strength and warmth. I know the urge to give in is very potent and the fact that you didn't is something to consider... even if you did have to chain yourself to the bed. Please hang in there, hun.

*hugs Gabriel tight*
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Old Jul 17, 2007, 04:59 AM
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cut short last night

lucky to be alive..
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Old Jul 18, 2007, 08:44 PM
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(((((((((((Gabriel)))))))))))))

i understand
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