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i have hardly hurt myself all year
just the odd cut or burn but in a major 'cycle now CAN'T go to bed without burning HAVE to- to feel the physical pain know all the 'rational' stuff e.g. using ice; waiting for a minute, then 5, then 10 etc but it doesn't work making myself physically ill with everything too- unintentionally arm so scarred getting infected but don't care too scared to admit it to suport ppl but will tomorrow see t tomorrow she will ask for sure what to say? arm such a mess better to just cut it off would look better than it does now stop me hurting it deep little pain just temporary relief have to stop want to stop but urges too great away tomorrow for 'respite' stupid boss would only agree to reduced hours, as staffing ratios an issue taken too much time off already for family reasons can't let them down any more but have to stop bad cycle what will kids think when they see it all ............................................
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Sorry all I have to offer is rainy umbrellas.
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thanks (((((fuzzybear)))))
hope you are feeling a bit better too, and that the pillow ryan gave you has cushioned some of your hurt xxx
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(((((((((((((((((((irishsj))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
i know your pain!!!! hold on and be gentle with yourself i'm so sorry you are hurting!!!!
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