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Jul 22, 2007, 01:32 PM
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just want to. and dont see any reason not to.
havent been here in a long while. bf is not here right now, deployed to iraq for a month, i'm here with his son right now. bf not here..one reason why i should right now. his son keeps talking about how he thinks of doing this, makes me feel bad so i want to do it. and then, the big ugly scars, the ones that are already there. all purple and red. just makes me more angry. if only i knew what bf would think if he saw open cut. takes so long for me to heal now. he's seen the scars but never the cuts. i dont know big decision to make
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Jul 22, 2007, 01:50 PM
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(((((((((((((Lily))))))))))))))))
Wonderful to see you again, but wish it was under better circumstances. I'm sorry about your bf. I don't think you should cut ... if not for you, then maybe for your bf or his son? One reason not to - you're only going to want to hurt yourself more ... you know that, I think you've actually told ME that before when I've wanted to cut. It's because of wonderful people like you that I've been good at attempting to keep myself safe. Send me a PM if I can help any okay?? All of this stuff going on around you has got to be stressful and not fun having to deal with it by yourself. Please be good to you. You are important. You are loved here - and I've missed you a lot (welcome back) 
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Jul 22, 2007, 10:31 PM
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I hope you resisted cutting. You have a lot going on right now. I am sorry that you see this as your only alternative for coping with all of this. Please take care and stay safe.
BB
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Jul 24, 2007, 12:06 PM
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i like scars.
i didnt cut. i dont seem to have the time to. or maybe i'm just too lazy. i dont know. if it gets in my head enough maybe, i'm not sure. bf just emailed and said there will be an extra week before he leaves iraq.. ugh
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Jul 24, 2007, 12:26 PM
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hi stargazerLily!
glad to hear you did cut! sorry to hear an extra week for bf - thank him for me for his service!!! i'm sorry you have to endure the pain of separation and the worry!!!! did i understand bf's sone wants to cut or be in the military? ((((hug's to bf's son))) that has to be so scary!! take care of yourself!!!
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