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Default Apr 30, 2010 at 08:18 PM
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my parents make me feel like dirt.

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he who does not feel me is not real to me
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What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.

i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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Default May 01, 2010 at 02:30 AM
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I do it as a way to escape overwhelming feelings.
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Default May 04, 2010 at 11:39 PM
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To punish myself. That was the reason the very first time... when I was... like 12, I think.
Now it varies, generally it's still to punish myself.
There are times though that it's easier to redirect the pain and have it on the outside and controlled instead of inside.
Most of the time, it feels like I'm more in control
Every once in a while it's felt like I had no control, and those are when the scariest incidents happen.
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Default May 05, 2010 at 09:09 AM
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To release tension.
To feel something.
To escape.
To relax.
To punish myself.
For the scar.
For the blood.
Because I feel like I need to.
Because I want to.
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Default Jun 23, 2011 at 06:52 PM
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cuz theres pain inside i rather have it on the outside..my moms health afraid shell die...hatred for my dad joinin millitary and hittin me wen i waz lil and i hate him smtimes he mean.....my bro wont change will end up in priison wen hes older.......i have no frenz ....life is pointless to me i cant c the point of wakin up in the morning....my mom doesnt beleve smthing is wrong with me i think i may have bipolar or deppressio or anxiety idk want to stop but cant suicidal thaughts everyday cant stop get sooo angry at the world my life my problems,my frenz problems,and the world

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Default Jun 25, 2011 at 06:53 PM
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to punish myself for what a bad and worthless person I am. I deserve the pain and disfigurement.

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What are the reasons why you cut or self injure?

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Default Jan 02, 2012 at 10:43 AM
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Because it is a distraction... And it's fun, which scares me, because I shouldnt enjoy it, but I do. Even a little blood just makes me feel calm.

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