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Member Since Feb 2010
Location: new york
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#41
my parents make me feel like dirt.
__________________ I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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#42
I do it as a way to escape overwhelming feelings.
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Member Since May 2010
Location: Utah
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#43
To punish myself. That was the reason the very first time... when I was... like 12, I think.
Now it varies, generally it's still to punish myself. There are times though that it's easier to redirect the pain and have it on the outside and controlled instead of inside. Most of the time, it feels like I'm more in control Every once in a while it's felt like I had no control, and those are when the scariest incidents happen. |
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#44
To release tension.
To feel something. To escape. To relax. To punish myself. For the scar. For the blood. Because I feel like I need to. Because I want to. |
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Member Since Jun 2011
Location: florida
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#45
cuz theres pain inside i rather have it on the outside..my moms health afraid shell die...hatred for my dad joinin millitary and hittin me wen i waz lil and i hate him smtimes he mean.....my bro wont change will end up in priison wen hes older.......i have no frenz ....life is pointless to me i cant c the point of wakin up in the morning....my mom doesnt beleve smthing is wrong with me i think i may have bipolar or deppressio or anxiety idk want to stop but cant suicidal thaughts everyday cant stop get sooo angry at the world my life my problems,my frenz problems,and the world
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#46
to punish myself for what a bad and worthless person I am. I deserve the pain and disfigurement.
__________________ Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. ---Robert Frost |
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#47
Because it is a distraction... And it's fun, which scares me, because I shouldnt enjoy it, but I do. Even a little blood just makes me feel calm.
__________________ Truth ain't gonna change the way you lie Youth ain't gonna change the way you die -Foo Fighters ••••••••••••• You made yourself a bed At the bottom of the blackest hole And convinced yourself that it's not The reason you don't see the sun anymore -Paramore |
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