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Nov 19, 2016, 05:32 AM
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Off the wagon I go, again. My fiance's going to be pissed. Oddly enough, that thought alone makes me want to cut more. I don't know if it's because I'm trying to piss him off or if it's because I'm ashamed that I let him down. Maybe a mix of both?
I don't know. What I do know is that he doesn't deserve this.
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Nov 19, 2016, 06:22 AM
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He doesn't deseve this? Well if he doesn't you surely don't. Self harm is hard to beat and put completely behind you so I hope you don't put too much blame on yourself. You're going through a rough time right now and it's understandable.
You're fiancé may seem pissed but probably it is more concern for you. People that love us don't want to see that we're hurting ourselves... 
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Nov 19, 2016, 07:50 AM
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 A sign of internal frustration and shame? Many times, I think these things are caused by conflicts within ourselves and have nothing to do with finances or friends. I am sorry you still are experiencing so much pain and confusion. Of course cutting is the symptom of a deeper issue that you are having trouble facing. I think it is hard to stop "symptoms" until you figure out the cause. I am sorry that you need to do this.
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Nov 19, 2016, 09:54 AM
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Nov 26, 2016, 05:48 AM
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Made it precisely one **** ing week and gave in. This time, not out of depression just pure rage. Went back to what I used to instead of cutting. Punching an unbreakable object 'til my fist bleeds....
I let my family get to me again. How do I keep falling into this?
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