It has been ___ days since I SIed -- Part V!

Bill3 · Feb 11, 2017 at 08:56 AM

Good job hanging in there b1ghr0ll3r!

Fizzyo · Feb 11, 2017 at 04:19 PM

Keep up the good work 12AM. I agree self praise feels weird and is very hard to keep up!!!!

Remember you don't even have to totally mean it, it's just saying it to yourself can start the process of feeling less unkind towards ourselves.
This conversation has reminded me to try and remember to do it myself again.

childofchaos831 · Feb 11, 2017 at 11:38 PM

In 1.5 hours, it will be 6 days. However, I am going to go ahead and claim day 6, as I have made it thru the time/activity where I would have self harmed, aka the shower.

Bill3 · Feb 11, 2017 at 11:38 PM

Good job childofchaos831!

whisperingskye · Feb 12, 2017 at 09:26 PM

Zero. The only reason I lasted to now was because I kept getting too drunk to do anything...

Bill3 · Feb 13, 2017 at 02:49 AM

(((((whisperingskye)))))

PsychNitrous · Feb 15, 2017 at 09:47 AM

Zero again. My emotions have been chaos this week, it's hard to deal with.

Bill3 · Feb 15, 2017 at 02:08 PM

How long until today PsychNitrous?

Fizzyo · Feb 15, 2017 at 04:13 PM

(((((PsychNitrous))))))

PsychNitrous · Feb 15, 2017 at 04:55 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Bill3

How long until today PsychNitrous?

Just over 3 weeks. I'd been putting it off for a few days already.

bornunderabadsign · Feb 15, 2017 at 11:34 PM

I think it has been 18 days. My count may be off. Been hard the last week or so but I've made it through.

Bill3 · Feb 16, 2017 at 05:09 AM

Good job hanging in there bornunderabadsign!

Fizzyo · Feb 16, 2017 at 03:55 PM

Zero again. I'm quite low so have less fight and more urges. Time to take responsibility and get my attitude straight again

Thanks bornunderabadsign, if you can make the effort, that encourages me to do so as well.

Bill3 · Feb 16, 2017 at 07:00 PM

PsychNitrous three weeks is a good job! ☺ And also long good job in resisting, putting it off for some extra days.

childofchaos831 · Feb 17, 2017 at 12:52 AM

Zero once again... once again no memory... the dissociation is getting worse, happening more, longer periods...

TishaBuv · Feb 17, 2017 at 09:42 PM

It has been a couple of months. I have had my 'attacks', but I can control myself not to OD and SH. I still get those feelings, but I'm over it.

PsychNitrous · Feb 18, 2017 at 12:15 AM

Some nights I really hate that my bf lives with me. I want to SH so bad, but we're in bed already so I can't do anything.

childofchaos831 · Feb 18, 2017 at 12:22 PM

1 day... and that's only because I didn't have any of my preferred tools... really wanting to go buy some today.

Fizzyo · Feb 18, 2017 at 04:50 PM

((((((((Childofchaos831))))))))

childofchaos831 · Feb 18, 2017 at 09:15 PM

So tools were purchased, but I am hoping to be able to make it thru this evening... currently 8:15pm...

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It has been ___ days since I SIed -- Part V!

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Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,948 15 24.1k hugs given	Feb 11, 2017 at 08:56 AM #21 Good job hanging in there b1ghr0ll3r!

childofchaos831 Elder Member Since Nov 2016 Location: Texas Posts: 5,037 8 15 hugs given	Feb 11, 2017 at 11:38 PM #23 In 1.5 hours, it will be 6 days. However, I am going to go ahead and claim day 6, as I have made it thru the time/activity where I would have self harmed, aka the shower. __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain

Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,948 15 24.1k hugs given	Feb 11, 2017 at 11:38 PM #24 Good job childofchaos831!

whisperingskye Grand Poohbah Member Since Feb 2017 Location: - Posts: 1,526 7 1,177 hugs given	Feb 12, 2017 at 09:26 PM #25 Zero. The only reason I lasted to now was because I kept getting too drunk to do anything...

Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,948 15 24.1k hugs given	Feb 13, 2017 at 02:49 AM #26 (((((whisperingskye)))))

PsychNitrous Poohbah Member Since Feb 2016 Location: At Home Posts: 1,398 8 106 hugs given	Feb 15, 2017 at 09:47 AM #27 Zero again. My emotions have been chaos this week, it's hard to deal with.

Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,948 15 24.1k hugs given	Feb 15, 2017 at 02:08 PM #28 How long until today PsychNitrous?

Fizzyo Grand Magnate Member Since Jan 2015 Location: UK Posts: 3,282 9 3,980 hugs given	Feb 15, 2017 at 04:13 PM #29 (((((PsychNitrous)))))) __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary.

bornunderabadsign Member Member Since Dec 2016 Location: Southeastern USA Posts: 334 7 179 hugs given	Feb 15, 2017 at 11:34 PM #31 I think it has been 18 days. My count may be off. Been hard the last week or so but I've made it through. __________________ "If I'm going to have a past, I prefer it to be multiple choice." ~ Joker ~ "You are only as stupid as you let yourself be." ~ Anon ~

Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,948 15 24.1k hugs given	Feb 16, 2017 at 05:09 AM #32 Good job hanging in there bornunderabadsign!

Fizzyo Grand Magnate Member Since Jan 2015 Location: UK Posts: 3,282 9 3,980 hugs given	Feb 16, 2017 at 03:55 PM #33 Zero again. I'm quite low so have less fight and more urges. Time to take responsibility and get my attitude straight again Thanks bornunderabadsign, if you can make the effort, that encourages me to do so as well. __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary.

Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,948 15 24.1k hugs given	Feb 16, 2017 at 07:00 PM #34 PsychNitrous three weeks is a good job! ☺ And also long good job in resisting, putting it off for some extra days.

childofchaos831 Elder Member Since Nov 2016 Location: Texas Posts: 5,037 8 15 hugs given	Feb 17, 2017 at 12:52 AM #35 Zero once again... once again no memory... the dissociation is getting worse, happening more, longer periods... __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain

TishaBuv Legendary Member Since Dec 2014 Location: USA Posts: 10,258 (SuperPoster!) 9 1,879 hugs given	Feb 17, 2017 at 09:42 PM #36 It has been a couple of months. I have had my 'attacks', but I can control myself not to OD and SH. I still get those feelings, but I'm over it. __________________ "And don't say it hasn't been a little slice of heaven, 'cause it hasn't!" . About Me--T

PsychNitrous Poohbah Member Since Feb 2016 Location: At Home Posts: 1,398 8 106 hugs given	Feb 18, 2017 at 12:15 AM #37 Some nights I really hate that my bf lives with me. I want to SH so bad, but we're in bed already so I can't do anything.

childofchaos831 Elder Member Since Nov 2016 Location: Texas Posts: 5,037 8 15 hugs given	Feb 18, 2017 at 12:22 PM #38 1 day... and that's only because I didn't have any of my preferred tools... really wanting to go buy some today. __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain

Fizzyo Grand Magnate Member Since Jan 2015 Location: UK Posts: 3,282 9 3,980 hugs given	Feb 18, 2017 at 04:50 PM #39 ((((((((Childofchaos831)))))))) __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary.

childofchaos831 Elder Member Since Nov 2016 Location: Texas Posts: 5,037 8 15 hugs given	Feb 18, 2017 at 09:15 PM #40 So tools were purchased, but I am hoping to be able to make it thru this evening... currently 8:15pm... __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain