[yellowsubmarine19]

I can't stop thinking about how alone I feel. I don't want to be alive anymore but I also don't want to disappoint the people in my life. I don't want anyone to think that they could have done something to help. I have felt this way for too long for anyone to fix me. I am broken and I am helpless. I am a lost cause. Obviously I want things to be different but I can't change. Nothing will change. I don't even know why I am writing this. I guess I just want to tell someone how I feel without actually having to verbally say it. I feel pointless and I feel like all I do is fail. I wish I could be better.

[Skeezyks]

Hello yellowsubmarine19: I'm sorry you are struggling under such despair. Hopefully coming here to PC can be of some comfort & support. I see this is your first post here on PC. So... to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks! May the time you spend here be of benefit.

PsychCentral is a great place to get information as well as support for mental health issues. The more you post, & reply to other members’ posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are social groups you can join & chat rooms where you’ll be able to connect with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) Lots of great stuff! So please keep posting!