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Old May 07, 2017, 11:25 AM
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I'm scared that going to PT tomorrow will end with me having to talk with mental health deputies. The doc pulled me aside to ask about the SH at my last appt, and I really, really wanted to go back Monday with no new injuries. That didn't happen.

I don't want to go to PT but I know part of being an adult is taking care of things. If I didn't go to PT every time I had new SH, I would never go.

I guess I'm just wanting some reassurance... that going is the right thing... that it's not gonna be as bad as my brain is telling me it will be...
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Old May 07, 2017, 01:39 PM
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U need to go I mean I'm just a teen but even I can tell how bad letting that stuff build up is that's 1 if the things that led to my attempts lack of communication is a big part of so just go it might be scary but I can almost guarantee you that the consequences of not going would be much worse
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Old May 07, 2017, 02:06 PM
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I agree... You need to go. It is better to know the truth and live with it then live in darkness.

If you need to talk feel free to PM me...
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Old May 07, 2017, 03:02 PM
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Thanks both of you. I know, deep down, it is best to just go, but the fear is almost paralyzing. I hate having people get protective and/or cause a scene on my behalf. I just want to be able to make the SH magically disappear and then it wouldn't be a problem, but that's not scientifically possible. Hmph.
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Old May 07, 2017, 05:02 PM
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I often find I build these kind of things up to be much bigger than they actually turn out to be. Our minds have a way of getting carried away... I hope that you go, it won't be as bad as you think

And we will be here if you need to talk about things afterwards
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Old May 07, 2017, 09:37 PM
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Thank you skye.
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Old May 08, 2017, 02:23 PM
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I am here, and my anxiety I thru the roof right now... like panic attack level.... but I here.
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Old May 08, 2017, 02:45 PM
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If talking would help you can pm me or keep posting. My thoughts are with you!
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Old May 08, 2017, 04:56 PM
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I hope it went ok...let us know when you're ready
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Old May 08, 2017, 06:13 PM
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The appt went okay. I know he saw the SH on my arm. And I know the PT assistant I work with saw too. At the end of the appt, the dr asked how I was doing, if I was ok, as I was walking out... I really just wanted to run... I said "so far" or something like that...

I don't go back for a whole week cuz of graduation on Thursday, which is my usual day to go.

I'm feeling really triggered right now...
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Old May 08, 2017, 06:26 PM
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That sucks if u need to talk I'm here
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Old May 08, 2017, 07:51 PM
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What does PT stand for?
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Old May 08, 2017, 11:19 PM
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Physical therapy. I was in a major car accident back in September. Had several epidural steroid shots, and decided to try physical therapy instead of more shots. It's kind of helping, but then I get really tired and sore by the end of the day.
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