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wanted to self injure last night so extreme of wanting to use bleach to blind myself with this morning i tried to unscrew the bottle of bleach so i gave up my husband was sleeping ...i woke my husband and told him what was going
he said i wasn't to do it or try to do it again ...still feel that am in crisis at the moment am at a mental health drop in i havent told anyone ...my husband dont need the stress of this i feel like everything is my fault i hate myself so much i dont know why i felt like this why i wanted to hurt myself in this way
its nuts

Are you seeing a therapist or a psychiatrist?

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i dont see my psych until august and i dont have a therapist

[AmandaBroken]

Originally Posted by -Asphyxia-

i dont see my psych until august and i dont have a therapist

You really need to go see a Therapist/Counselor. You need to do this as quickly as possible. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers but from what you suggested as a form of self-harm is extremely dangerous. With long lasting consequences for you and all your loved ones.

I offer you a gentle hug and a soft embrace. Please Be Safe!

If you want to talk feel free to contact me...

Amanda

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i kinda feel like this again but am not going to do it
my husband is with me but he dont know i feel like this
am safe though

[AmandaBroken]

Originally Posted by -Asphyxia-

i kinda feel like this again but am not going to do it
my husband is with me but he dont know i feel like this
am safe though

Just maybe... Maybe you should tell him. Are you afraid? I would be too. But he may be helpful and support. I suppose only you know that...

If you want to talk please send me a Private Message.

Amanda

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Again i feel like this ...sorry

[Ariel Simcha]

Originally Posted by -Asphyxia-

Again I feel like this ...sorry

I'm not an expert but after reading all this I think you need to go to the Emergency Room and get some help. I don't think you should be alone at this time. One small error in judgment on your part could have disastrous consequences for you and everyone you know.

I know this site is peer support. Please, find someone to talk too.