tired, sad, time to do some damage

Tired of being rejected, tired of paying people to care and then they still don't, tired of meltdowns caused by stuff I should be over, tired of screwing up everything I touch, tired of needing to cry and not being able to.

Sometimes I cut just to feel something....right now I just don't feel enough, even though I feel horrible. I need to make it worse before it can get better.

I know how you feel (except for the not feeling enough)
Sorry probably doesn't make sense!!( )

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I understand both feeling too much and not enough. Please try and be safe. I am thinking of you.

BB

(((((((Fuzzy))))))) I am actually feeling overwhelmed right now, but it still doesn't seem like enough. (I know, that doesn't make sense either.)

Feel the same way (((((((((((((((((((Candy))))))))))))))))))))

try to take care of yourself. I understand some of your pain, and I'm sorry.

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