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Old Oct 30, 2007, 10:00 PM
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I just want to cry.

Sometimes I don't even know who I am anymore. Before tonight I had been getting "phantom pains" whenever i had the urge or thought about it, and tonight i caved. All that anxiety came back and it was the only thing i could do to return to my "sanity".

Now I hurt inside and out.

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Old Oct 30, 2007, 10:04 PM
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Old Oct 30, 2007, 10:06 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((((((((((jacq)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry about your pain. We all do our best. Take care and stay safe. ............................... ............................... ............................... ............................... ...............................
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Old Oct 30, 2007, 11:19 PM
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Thank you both ... you guys are always so supporting

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Old Oct 31, 2007, 08:13 PM
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***possible trigger****



There is something soothing about washing away the blood afterwards. A comfort in seeing the red marks left on your legs. A "friendly reminder" when a piece of clothing brushes up against the area and causes a brief pain. The dull (or not so dull) sensation you feel after you've just done it.

Thats what i was thinking while i was doing it. There is something seriously wrong with me. I'm scared... ............................... ...............................
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Old Oct 31, 2007, 08:18 PM
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Sending gentle thoughts to you hon
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