[Psyclox]

I had a fight big fight with my brother and friends 2nite, and now all I want to do is cut, I want to cut so deep that that the blood will run for hours and mayb I'll just bleed to death as well, I mean they call themselves friends and all they do is give me %#@&#! an use me, I mean is it so hard to be a real friend, i mean y must they be like this, if I'm watching T.V they just come in and watch what they want or play playstation, they don't even ask if I was watching, and don't even let me say sumthing cause then it gets turned around and I become the bad one, but then again that me right? The family screw up the %#@&#! up in life, GOD I just want to cut now.

[Christina86]

((((((((((Psyclox)))))))))) My family is a major trigger for me as well. I hope you managed to resist. Either way, try to take care of yourself. Contrary to what your family might think, you are important.

[bipolar_bear]

(((((((((((((((((((psyclox)))))))))))))))))))))))))) Sometimes people can make us feel bad about ourselves. I am sorry that is happening to you. I know how hard it can be to think of other ways to handle the hurt you are feeling but sometimes waiting a little bit at a time helps me in recognizing that the urges will pass. I hope you have been able to resist harming yourself.

BB

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((( Psyclox ))))))))))))

I agree with Canders, despite what your family (and ? friends ? ) may feel you're important and you matter