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Hurting myself is a trigger to hurt myself. The cycle won't end, just keeps on spinning.
Like right now, I was fine until I looked at my scabbed knuckles. I was fine until I hit myself earlier. Now all I can think about is the blade. All I see in my head is blood. It's getting harder to stop than it's ever been.
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Yes, self injury is a cycle. It's really hard to stop, but I think it can be done. ((Hugs)) I hope you feel better soon.
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((((( So leigheas )))))
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I hope you can fight it and stop, So
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Thanks for the support guys. I've already done it twice today and want to do more. Just like my violent thoughts, the SH thoughts and urges won't let up. But I don't act on the other stuff, I don't know why I act on this. I've never needed to do it multiple times in a day (at least not since I was a teenager). I may just be tired of fighting it all, I can't always fight off every urge and thought.
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I've been feeling the same
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I know that feeling. The same is up with my anxiety.
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(((hugs)))
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