[LiteraryLark]

This week I've SI twice...I feel so heartbroken right now. I feel unappreciated and unwanted, like I'm nothing but a burden.

[luvyrself]

Originally Posted by LiteraryLark

This week I've SI twice...I feel so heartbroken right now. I feel unappreciated and unwanted, like I'm nothing but a burden.

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Any parent would be proud at the way you picked a career direction and are pursuing it. It’s not a flaky choice,like yr going to be in a band but a field with high demand that will help many people. I have a grown son I am very proud of and he has very strong opinions. It is just biology for u to start making yr own decisions. You said they don’t mind if you cook some things for yrself. Eat some of theirs, some of yours to be inclusive. If holiday bustle makes you stress, go out or a walk and a chat w a friend.
I’m sure they are very proud of you. Hugs!

[LiteraryLark]

Originally Posted by luvyrself

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Any parent would be proud at the way you picked a career direction and are pursuing it. It’s not a flaky choice,like yr going to be in a band but a field with high demand that will help many people. I have a grown son I am very proud of and he has very strong opinions. It is just biology for u to start making yr own decisions. You said they don’t mind if you cook some things for yrself. Eat some of theirs, some of yours to be inclusive. If holiday bustle makes you stress, go out or a walk and a chat w a friend.
I’m sure they are very proud of you. Hugs!

Thank you luv, I appreciate it. Today is a better day...some tension with my parents but I've been chatting with my friends on the phone. I also did some hard deep cleaning. My parents said they were going to go out for a little bit, so the minute they shut the door I deep-cleaned both bathrooms and swept and mopped half the house by the time they got back. I was dripping sweat by the end of it. I finished sweeping and mopping the rest of the house and cleaned out my fish bowl and took out the trash. Then I took a hot shower.