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Old Oct 22, 2022 at 03:31 PM
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Old Nov 15, 2022 at 03:54 PM
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Urges. I can deal with them. They are just annoying me though.

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Old Dec 08, 2022 at 02:25 PM
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I'm going to try to stay self harm free until after my Peru trip in late April 23. Do you think I can do it? I'm at 51 days right now.

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Old Dec 15, 2022 at 05:35 PM
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Stupid relapse/lapse whatever it is. IDK. IDC

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Old Dec 16, 2022 at 10:15 AM
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Old Dec 29, 2022 at 05:42 PM
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Having urges. Some of them kind of are bothering me but I am just trying to ignore them.

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Old Dec 30, 2022 at 06:12 PM
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Hey slumber, is there a pattern to when your urges arise? Are you aware of the triggers, is it just random sometimes?
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Old Dec 30, 2022 at 06:16 PM
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Hey slumber, is there a pattern to when your urges arise? Are you aware of the triggers, is it just random sometimes?
I'm not too sure what triggers it. It seems random but there might be some underlying pattern that neither I nor the therapists I have seen have figured out. I can be perfectly fine and then four hours later I'm in crisis and either self harming or having bad urges. It's weird how that happens. Sometimes when things are going too well that seems to be a trigger too. What is that like self-sabotage? IDK. It's tricky. I think right now the urges are related to my thoughts being unstable. What I mean by that is more paranoia, hearing things that aren't there etc. So I think the urges have popped up due to these other things going on. So maybe that's a trigger?! IDK.

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Old Jan 16, 2023 at 01:21 PM
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Having quite a few self harm urges. Sigh. I don't know. I probably won't act on them but I'm not 100% sure.

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Old Jan 16, 2023 at 05:07 PM
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brings jellybabies in if they will help distract Kit's urges

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Old Jan 16, 2023 at 05:08 PM
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what colour jellybabies is your favourite, Kit? I'll virtually provide that colour for you

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Old Jan 16, 2023 at 05:10 PM
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Thanks willowtigger. You're so sweet. I like the black licorice ones.

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Old Jan 16, 2023 at 05:13 PM
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