[itsjustme111]

I had a couple of okay days. After my doctor called, I was feeling nervous. I have to go see him tomorrow and my stomach is ill. The chest pains are going crazy tonight; I think my kids picked up on my mood or uncertainty. I have been trying to take my mind off of things and have been cleaning for a couple of hours. Its 3am. I am tired but my mind wont shut down. I made some cuts; one bad one. I hope it stops bleeding. I wonder if its just my fears coming out. Today I ate and kept it down. I have been fretting about it all night. I had no choice; we were not home. I took my kids to the water park for over two hours; couldnt get rid of it. Now I feel terrible that I was not able to "send it away". I just want to get this apointment over with; maybe it will ease some of this. I am like a bucket of nerves; I am even shaky. Anyway; I will stop my suck attack. Talk to u all soon.
itsjustme

[Rapunzel]

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<font color=orange>"If a light beckons to you, follow it. If it leads you into the quagmire, you'll probably find your way out of it again; but if you don't follow it, you'll be plagued for the rest of your life by the thought that perhaps it was your star." Friedrich Hebbet</font color=orange>

[Zenobia]

Take care of you injury in a loving style. Try having a cup of chamomile tea to help calm your nerves or maybe get some lavender. But most of all know you are in our thoughts. {{{{{{{{{{{{Itsjustme}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Carrie

<font color=blue>If you have two dollars, spend one on bread and the other on flowers. The bread will feed your body and the flowers will feed your soul."--Arabic Saying

[itsjustme111]

Thank you; ((Rapenzel)), ((Ozzie)), ((Zenobia)). Means alot to me.

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