Hurt me however you want

[MuddyBoots]

I can't imagine anyone here would want to hurt you. I'm sorry if you feel otherwise though.

being hurt is all i deserve

cause i a scummy hoe

i keep getting the memory of a female family member saying it just cause when i was 19 driving instructor did something and i didnt fight him off

which makes me a hoe according to her

trigger warning i dont know how to do them

Possible trigger:

i remember he touched me somewhere he shouldnt when he was teaching me stuff about under the bonnet of the car

end trigger warning

i had to edit to put this

cause its proof that i a hoe

and i not meaning gardening

i is scumbag hoe

[MuddyBoots]

Sweetie that was not your fault no matter what the "family" member said to you. That was on him, not you. You don't deserve to be hurt at all.

[downandlonely]

I agree. That was his fault, not yours.

i cant get the trigger code thing to work i keep messing it up i too stupid

willowtigger is a stupid idiot

[downandlonely]

You got it to work now!

Possible trigger:

making a practice trigger thing so i can get them to work in future without being a pest to downandlonely in chat

Possible trigger:

willowtigger is a pain in the arse

[downandlonely]

you need to put a / sign in that last tag.

what punishments have i got to do to myself for being a scum bag idk

[MuddyBoots]

willow you are not a scumbag by any means. From what I've seen of you, you seem like a nice really caring person. Of course I might be wrong because this is just the internet afterall, but if what you wrote is the reason why you think you are a scum bag it's not a good one. I've had similar things happen to me and it's perfectly normal to feel that way, but that doesn't mean it's right. Feelings don't always reflect the facts.

its also cause people say one thing to me then act as though the polar opposite is the truth

it gets me all mixed up and i dont know what to think and what to believe and then cause i get mixed up and dont understand i then get stupid

three and the internet authorities keep putting the word

Possible trigger:

c u n t

in my head



(theres other bad words as well but they swears )