[lenjan]

And yes, this belongs here because it's made me want to attack myself for being the hopelessly worthless, incompetent loser I am. That people think otherwise means I fake it really well.



We seriously need a GROWL smiley here.....

[mlpHolmes]

WHOA!!Candybear!!As soon as I see your name I always get a huge smile on my face that just won't go away!! I only know of the dreams and great things you have wished for others, & your words of thoughtfulness and kindness. Please be gentle with yourself!
(I just heard this..) "Into each life some paradise must fall!" corny but cute! Hope it made you smile!

[Perna]

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That people think otherwise means I fake it really well.

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And that we're lousy judges of character, can't tell a fake from the real McCoy.

Sorry some posteriorly-positioned person purposely pooped on you today. Hope you feel better soon.

Love your signature picture.

[jacq10]

(((((((((((Candy))))))))))

[lenjan]

Nobody pooped on me today, it's all entirely my fault, which usually is what gets me angry enough to cut.

I just had a bit of a shock, and it's something I got myself into and didn't quite realize.

I'll get over it. Eventually.

[Christina86]

((((((((((((Candy))))))))))))))) love you.

[bipolar_bear]

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((candy))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

BB

[Rapunzel]

((((((((( Candy )))))))))))

You might feel like you are faking it, but you actually are doing impressive things, and the ability to do what you do comes from somewhere. I enjoy your articles and photos and hearing about what you are doing, and I am sorry that I haven't taken the time to say so.

Love,
Rap

[Fuzzybear]

Sorry that someone from your past had their head so far up their butt as to implant such messages in your brain. Growl! I suggest flushing the "giant toilet of life"...... those feelings and labels really aren't you! Hoping your day gets better

We can't all be crap judges of character here ((((((((((( Candy ))))))))))))

[lenjan]

(((((((((Fuzzy))))) thank you. It really helped to hear that.

(((((((((Christina)))))))) ((((((((((jacq))))))))) (((((((((((BB))))))))))) ((((((((((((((Rap)))))))))) (((((((((Perna)))))))) (((((((((mlp)))))))) thank you all too. I appreciate the reality check, and the kindness.

I am a little better today -- as usual, it didn't look quite so bad the following day. I'm just tired, and frustrated, and disappointed in myself and my inability to change the behaviors that are ticking me off -- same ol same ol, unfortunately.

Thank you all for caring.

[Rio_]

((((Candybear)))) To some extent, I know the feeling. Glad to hear you're feeling a bit better now!