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Old Feb 09, 2008, 07:16 PM
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to cut i want..............

it will be 7 months tomorrow since i last cut but tonight the urges are too strong.

i need to hurt i need to the pain. i want to cry, i want to cry but i can't. crimson tears will have to flow.

i hurt so much, i want the release


i am sorry, i will try to hang on, try not to cut, but i am struggling, i am sorry




i want..............

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Old Feb 09, 2008, 08:04 PM
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(((((mm)))))

Hold on to me. I am here just as I told you I would never leave. Grab a hold of my hand....................................I am in need also and we can hold each other up. You are not alone--You have never been more than a post or prayer away sweaty. I care so much and have been wondering about you. Please hold on--hold on to me and I will hold on for both of us.

I know that to hurt would feel good right now but it only last for the moment and then the pain comes back. It never takes it away. I know it hurts--I know how you feel--please PM me I am here. We'll work this out together. I love you my forever friend.

cami
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Old Feb 09, 2008, 08:07 PM
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Im here too. holding your hand.

Dont let them win ok?

You deserve better. try to smile today. you deserve to.

Colleen

PS. Im also struggling tonite, maybe we can talk to each other for a while?
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Old Feb 09, 2008, 09:12 PM
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I am here for you too. Please let us help you through this hard time.

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Old Feb 09, 2008, 09:43 PM
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i am sorry your hurting so much... i am listening...lyn
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Old Feb 09, 2008, 10:41 PM
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((((((((mm)))))))))))

7 months is a good job.

Keep talking it out here... writing can sometimes help. What about watching a sad movie? Sometimes that can help get the tears flowing.

Be safe.
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Old Feb 10, 2008, 03:39 AM
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(((mm))) stay strong cami is right it only takes the pain away for the smallest amount of time b4 it comes back stronger..
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Old Feb 10, 2008, 09:14 AM
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LAURA CAMMI PLEASE PM ME!!!! i love you both very much and i havent SEEN you in tooo frigging long talk to me talk to me i love you two so much. i hope you can stay strong. im always here u know that. ill be here everyday for u to vent on, talk to, im an ear for everything ok? cammi i know u dont like telling me stuff cuz of me age but age is irrelavent. laura. honey i miss you so much, i miss both of you.
((((((((((((((((((laura and cammi))))))))))))))))))
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