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Nov 03, 2007, 02:48 AM
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it's my birthday today. my 18th birthday. i had it all planned out...but it all came crashing down on my head. My first thought was to cut, i wanted to. i felt like i needed to, but i didn't. a friend of mine (who until now i did not realize how much I could count on him) kept me from it. He kept me from doing it without ever actually uttering the words "don't do it" or "that would be so stupid" or anything to the effect of either.
I wanted to do it. I am still thinking about it constantly, almost 3 hours later. why do things always seem to go wrong, all at once and at the very worst possible time?
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Nov 03, 2007, 03:11 AM
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 happy birthday lil bit. It must be so nice to find a friend who really genuinely cares for you and understands you in this way, even more so if it is unexpected. I wish you all the strength you need to get through the urges, and I hope that, whatever happens, today is ok for you.
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Nov 03, 2007, 08:16 AM
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Happy Birthday! I am glad you have found such a good friend. Maybe you can let him help you through this tough time.
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Feb 25, 2008, 07:06 PM
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im glad u have a friend like that. anyone else would have given in. just calm down, take a deep breath, try to talk about something silly with ur friend. just laugh. it realeased endorphines.
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18 years old, brown hair and eyes, overweight. i have an addiction to cutting. and drinking. and playing with fire |
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Feb 25, 2008, 07:31 PM
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i'm sorry everything fell apart...
((((((((( hugs if u want them )))))) Hope things will get better. Get out, get some ice cream, and celebrate anyway.... k? You and your friend! Kiya
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