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It has been about 2 and a half weeks since i last hurt myself and I am so pround of that.
Things have been getting worse and worse for me while i still live here at home (i move out this weekend). The urge to hurt myself has become stronger and more dangerous and i m so scared that tonight i will snap. I am stuck in this house tonight and there is no other place to go. Today has just been a miserable day and i have been close to tears for most of it. I was even forgotten about for over and hour at Housing SA today only to find out she had not done what she was going out back to do and i have to go back later in the week. Moving out is so close to happening which is making my life worse here at home but it is not close enough for me to feel like i can make it through tonight. I am so scared of what i could do to myself and the power of the urge and how weak i am feeling. *tears* From Filly
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((((((((((((((((Filly))))))))))))))))))))) Moving can be so hard even when you are looking forward to it. So many emotions. Maybe you can take small bits of time to wait and see how you are feeling. Sometimes it lets the feelings pass. You have shown how strong you are. You have gone 2 1/2 weeks without SI. That is something to be proud about. Hang in there.
BB
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i feel the same u do. if u figure out how to stop it... tell me.
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18 years old, brown hair and eyes, overweight. i have an addiction to cutting. and drinking. and playing with fire |
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