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#1
Oct 16, 2005, 11:32 PM
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It's funny I haven't cut in a while. I consider myslef recovering. However since I am pregnant, since I am sober and since I am hurting inside I have been getting strong urges.
Although usually I thrash at my forearm skin relentlessly until no flesh is left to be broken, the urg e I have now is to make one single verticle cut from my wrist to the inner creak of my elbow. I find this to be odd as I have never really cut this way before. I am so hurting inside and find coping to be so hard when I have no real skills in it. I have my writing, but honestly I have been unable to produce anything that matters or is what I consider good. I do not cry that much for release. And my drugs are no more wiht this pregnancy. SO far I have yet to cut, I am hoping to remain this way as I know once I start it will continue on. Like any addiction if I rationalize thinking jsut this one time, there is prone to be others. But it is so hard, when all I want is to prove I am human that I am real, that I can feel.........grrrrrrrr...... Life is tricky sometimes.......Thanks for listening......
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#2
Oct 17, 2005, 07:00 AM
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Hi Vulger (((((((((((Vulger))))))))))
I hope you don't cut. It's dangerous for you and the baby. Please, don't do that.  PM me if you need to talk. |
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#3
Oct 17, 2005, 08:42 AM
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Hope you can resist the urge. Hang in there.
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#4
Oct 17, 2005, 03:52 PM
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If you need a reason not too, just look down at your bulging stomach.
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#5
Oct 17, 2005, 06:09 PM
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Please pm if you ever need soemthign honey..
I am here for you I know how hard it is to find out that you are pregannat nad the dad does not want to have anythig to do with you and the baby.. Trust me.. I fully understand.. ok. Love to you.. Please do not cut ok. I have been there when I was pregnant with Jessica my second child, and I did cut, bad mojo on my end... Please pm ok.. I am here for you, ok.. Understand I fully understand what you are going thourgh ok.. I love you
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#6
Oct 17, 2005, 08:12 PM
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baby needs a safe mom, reach out. Peace.
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#7
Oct 17, 2005, 11:15 PM
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I hope you were able to resist cutting. It must be hard being pregnant and being unable to take your meds. Your baby needs you to be healthy. Please try and take care of the both of you. Be safe and kind to yourself you deserve it.
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