[Typo]

Hey how is everyone faring out there? I haven't been on in awhile and wanted to check on everybody. Sending hugs to you all because you are all so wonderful!!

[Kiya]

erm... ok. thanks - you?
i was doing fairly well - am a little "flat" i guess right now and down about my dumb job. I had hoped that I would be out of it by next week and into something better... but things seem to have stalled out. i REALLY need some other work.

Where I am now, I can't seem to do anything right and my boss already called my temp rep asking her "Is Kiya sick? She' not "on her game" this week.". What ever that means, since she changes her mind every few minutes between instructions she gives me. Tonight she was all jovial and thanked me - then said "You'll get to like this office, that is if you ever get the hang of it... which you may not. But I'm willing to stick it out and give you a try."

(!) oh gee.. thanks... don't do me any favors. It was pretty stressful all day there and i've chewed up the insides of my mouth again (an all day process).
kiya

[bipolar_bear]

(((((((((((((((((((((Kiya))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I hope you find something soon. I am sorry she is treating you so poorly.

BB

I was doing better for quite some time but it seems lately I have been sinking into my old depressive ways.

[Fuzzybear]

[Typo]

I'm sorry your boss is being such a jerk about things. I hope something comes along soon for you. Your strong Kiya and I know that you can make it through this!! Me..I'm super stressed April is crunch month before graduation..piles of scholarship lots of clubs and stuff trying to fit in trips which means every weekend is booked and I don't get a chance to work. And it's already been four days..feels like forever since I last cut. I'm here for ya Kiya!! You to MelMel15 things will get better. Hugs to you all I have to go I'm late to meet my speech and debate team.

[Kiya]

ty silver. today my boss spent most the morning in a debate with me if i have any skills!! 12 years I have done receptionist/office and she tells me my skills are remedial. I told her we are having a communication issue. She doesn't agree. She thinks it is just my skills (I mean we're talking copying here!!) that need improving. Forget that I designed a pretty complex flyer for her, forget that I go online and find her all ther forms she needs and all the projects i have completed for her - i have "no skills".

*breathing*. So now she tells me I am either "on board" with her long term, or "we need to part company asap." Guess which I'm leaning toward. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Keep breathing Silver.... in the blink of an eye it will all be done!!! Just think - after this, if you're in school it's all because you WANT to be! no more high school. =)
great on the 4 days!

[Typo]

ty Kiya..I'm exhausted..I've been on a bus for four hours but I'm finally home and in pj's yippee!! I just feel so run down..I'm here, there, everywhere, but never where I want to be..I haven't been able to write anything here lately..which is a shame because I have so many ideas running through my head. If your job causes you alot of stress and causes you to harm yourself more I would go with the parting ways option. I wish I had left my job when I had the chance but I was a sucker and took the raise instead of running. I'm SOOOO ready to be done with high school only 29 more days unitl I'm done!! You should ceramin wrap this lady's car or something..she deserves a good taste of bad karma.