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Poohbah
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May 13, 2008 at 10:01 AM
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Bad night last night, wanted to cut, had the blade out, ready to cut, instead I just hit the wall with my head, my fists, broke a mirror with my fists, not the best way but I was able to release my anger and pain, still feel like I failed, no matter how I self injured the bottom line is that I still have cuts, and scars and memories of them all.
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Poohbah
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May 13, 2008 at 10:24 AM
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I've done this before. Actually, the first night I started si'ing I did this. I know its not the most suitable way of releasing anger... but at least you tried to divert it somewhere else instead of cutting, so give yourself some credit for actually recognising that you shouldnt be cutting and stopping it! babyg xXx __________________ ~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you  ~Follow my blog here; http://themanicyears.com Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013) 'Borderline traits' Dissociative episodes |
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May 13, 2008 at 10:28 AM
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Well it doesn't matter anymore. The want is still there, and so is the need to, I need to do this.
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May 13, 2008 at 12:09 PM
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 Just very upset right now.
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May 13, 2008 at 09:09 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((purplebutterfly))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry you are hurting so much right now. Can you call your t and get some added support? I am thinking of you.
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May 13, 2008 at 10:47 PM
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